Tonight my granddaughter is coming. So much pain these past three years. My heart is so full of hope at this beautiful gift being added to our family. But that hole always surfaces. I know his light is shining right next to his brother. I can’t help but think she was put here for a reason. But the other half of my heart will always be sad. We should be together. All of us. He will always be missing. Life will keep moving forward and we will always have to trust the light that is not seen.