I dont know what provokes it. I think I have it managed most days. It hits me. I never know where I will be. I could be sitting at my desk at work or in a store. Your life comes through me and grabs my breathe. I feel this hardness in my chest and the tears start to fall. My heart starts beating so fast and all of our days start jumping in front of me. I often think you are visiting me in these moments. Reminding me you are still here. It’s on these days I am reminded that my life will never be the same. No matter how hard i manage to breathe every day

The memories of their time with us are beautiful! From the moment they left until our last day on earth it feels like we are fighting a horrific battle just to stay alive.
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Every day my friend. Let’s keep holding each other until we see them ❤🌈
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