For the past 14 years my son and I went to see the Dave Matthew’s band every time they came to New York. It was our thing. The last concert we went to was in June 2015. He said “mom I will always go with you and you will never be alone. I didnt know that concert would be our last one. I will always treasure all those memories. I tuck them deep in my heart. I couldn’t bring myself to go in 2016 after I lost him. But I did last year. Although it was painful to be there without him, I know he would want me to go. I cant help to think he is there holding my hand and saying I hope they play #41 for you Mom..