When you lose a child all that once brought you joy has changed. Listening to the radio. You cant listen to sad music or watch sad movies. As new seasons approach they dont feel the same. The newness of spring or anticipation of summer. To laugh so hard or to roll down the windows on a warm day in your car and sing to your favorite song. It’s all different now. The joy has left. We need to find that joy in what God has given us to enjoy. Find your balance and your peace.