In the end my son suffered from anxiety and depression. I often wonder if he lived his life like this always. Like Robin William’s he was always the funniest and happiest in the room. He was a freebird. Loved to make others laugh. He truly was a great person and human being. He saw things up close and felt compassion for everything. I have come to understand that those that live in sadness and low self worth have created a true purpose in their life. They are gifted with some talent. Whether it be an artist a singer an athlete, they excel at something more than most. They are very giving and compassionate. When any of this is ever threatened or taken away, their balance in this universe becomes jolted causing them great suffering.